Mixed news, I guess. Fetus not dead, heart rate 180. Measuring a little behind at 12w6d, which has me concerned. And a large SCH. She said she wouldn’t be surprised if I had more bleeding. (It’s slowed to spotting, finally.)
I am totally stressed out by this news, for some reason. For every other pregnancy I used to HOPE that I had an SCH because it was a explanation for the bleeding that generally resolves fine. Now that I have one, I googled in the cab on the way home and I am scared all over again.
AND I’m not going to talk to my doctor again (unless I have copious bleeding, which I’m sure I will, so never mind) until the second week of July, so I’m assuming no bedrest or whatever? From what I’ve read the standard of care has shifted from bedrest to just do whatever, as it doesn’t affect the outcomes. Which is unfortunate because I just want to go home and feel crappy in my bed instead of trying to pretend to be a productive employee.