I think I am getting a diaper rash from 3.5 straight weeks of maxi pads.
I saw my doctor today. I wasn’t scheduled for an ultrasound, but I knew that she was going to want to do an ultrasound as The Bleeding Continues. I thought about calling last week and being like, dude, how about we just set this up now and get it over with at once because you know you’re going to order it, am I right? I thought that this suggestion would probably be met with an eye roll and “let’s just see, okay?”
And so I go back tomorrow and we’ll see what this stupid clot has been up to for the past three weeks, other than freaking me out. Last time it was 6.5 cm by 2.5 cm big (which is on the big side but not horribly enormous from what I gather).
I am also really worried about the fetus’ growth – he or she was suddenly a little behind last time. So nervous. I hate this.

will be thinking about you.
Oh my fingers are crossed for you! I have sadly experienced pregnancy loss also and have started my blog as a support style website for others that have suffered loss. My site is tinywingsblog.wordpress.com xxx
I hate that you have to go through this!!!!! I am pretty sure that the u/s measurements have a high error rate, especially once you get past the very early measurements. I hope you get some reassuring news, and I am anxiously awaiting your next post.
Hang in there. I wish this was easier for you without so many worries. Hoping relief and second trimester confidence is just around the corner.
Holy cats, Mara! I am so sorry this is still happening. Keep up posted about the US tomorrow. xoxo